Sunday, August 30, 2009

Am I Conscious

Just wondering- AM I CONSCIOUS. For that matter - Are you conscious OR Anyone around conscious.

I think and feel "NO" . Are we conscious about our physiological needs- Yes. But there is more to it. Do we really engage ourselves in a positive discussion to highlight on what we need and we don't. Me as a person, has some professional and personal attributes and I feel that's how people and friends perceive me. But how do I perceive myself, remains a big question??

I am sure, I need a lot of development - development of body and mind, development of personal and leadership attributes, development of sense of diferentiation of being gifted a human life rather than an animal(with due respect).

There is lot of time management stuff that I would like to carry out. There is lot of consultancy that I can provide, looking up for it. I am sure the more I deliver, the more I can learn about my self. About my shortcomings. How many of us can truly accept the fact, that we are the best in the world, when it comes to customer management. My similar question to people in my groups in other forums, has always proved futile.

I would like to turn conscious towards my responsibilities to the society that I live in. I would like to contribute in my own meagre ways. I am sure, I would be able to showcase my talent, use my potential and become conscious, in days to come and not weeks. I would like to come out of the dilemma and become useful. I would like to do and share more.

If you think, of any possible ways, please share your thoughts.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Dilemma - Satisfied & Yearning

Human mind is considered to be a wonderful piece of art or science( art or science- because depending on how much you have read and studied or heard about it, you would perceive it as either art or science). I specifically mentioned "Human" mind because it becomes all the way more complex and rewarding/annoying because it does not function standalone, but in conjunction with a lot of other organs, nerves etc. Thoughts of a human mind are as chisselling in nature as anything else and it works round the clock to polish the concepts it already has, either adopted or original.

I have been facing a dilemma,if you will, about my work. I have a wonderful satisfying job, earning myself enough to sustain and plan for the future. While anyone on this planet, can always debate, that future can never be completely planned, I feel happy to have undergone the studies that I have been through and the job that I am into.

I am yearning to do more and more. May be, I feel I have more potential than I am currently utilizing or that's just my intuition. Never know. But, nonetheless, I have strongly accumulated the feeling that there is too much to be accomplished and I am here doing just a bit.

Since this feeling creeped into my mind, I have been trying to micro analyze every thing that I see from an entrepreneur perspective. Have been reading magazines and articles to find, if there is something that can click my sick mind. Unfortunately, as might happen with most of the mankind, I have beeb able to dissect them, only for bad. Nothing convinces me. Obviously , I want to start something that has the capability to be my passion and also gives me handful returns ( both materialisitc and non-materialistic) in due course of time.

So far, I have not landed anywhere and am still trying to wade through these turbulent waters, alone.

Wow, Human Mind - What an artistic piece of science. No one has still proved, why two different individuals, would see the same glass as Half Full OR Half Empty.